Bleh, had a nightmare ytd, it was about my mom having cancer and was on the verge of dying. The thoughts of my mom leaving us had never crossed my mind even once, i might have gotten too accustomed to the life that my mom is always around to take care of my everyday needs. The dream seems so realistic and are that instant, i feel sorrow overwhelming me and at the same time, it's mixed with another feeling, a very lost feeling, i do not know what to do next, how to continue with my life. And at the moment my mom's breath stopped, I got shocked out of my dream in tears. Maybe it's high-time i made my mom stopped eating all the junk food with me and hope, wish and pray my mom live to a ripe old age, and die after i died =p Sound rather selfish right? im a boy that doesn't want to leave my mom -.-
Anyway, i only gamed for one hour today!!! Amazing?
Have been busy youtubing and found many great videos, esp the bunch of this certain violinist who wore a ghastly mask and he played many songs from anime and game and they were freaking awesome, esp this named shangri-la shall upload them on facebook when i have the time, in the meanwhile, i gonna download the clips from youtube =p and oh yea, people called him the screamer becos of his mask.
Should i stop gaming altogether??? It make keelui a dull and emo boy -.-
Wanted to write some emo shit earlier on but youtubing has lighten my mood so much, see ya =)