Extremely troubled this few weeks, im presented with different choices at the present. Im really afraid of committing myself toward a fixed life ahead, it might be stable but it just lack something, an element of surprise, a chance to go to greater height. Maybe it's because I still held the idealistic dream of becoming a billionaire overnight that im afraid to make a decision. Or maybe it's because im afraiding that i will lose my freedom to choose wad i do. However, the incentive is still drawing me in, a quick shortcut out of army, a great monetary incentive, but to the very end, is those really that impt? I really sucks at making decision for myself, esp when we followed a fixed path in our life for the past 18 years. guess i need to speak to some older people for opinions >.<
