" I have no desire to prove anything by dancing.
I have never used it as an outlet or a means of expressing myself.
I just dance.
I just put my feet in the air and move them around. "
- Fred Astaire
" Nobody cares if you can't dance well. Just get up and dance. "
- Dave Barry
♥ Friday, January 15, 2010
12:43 AM
To start off my 20th year as a human, I shall blog =p Pretty much abandon and forgot about this blog ever since I completed my medic course. To sum up my life right now, it's pointless, waste of time and degrading to human's integrity. Just a brief summary, I'm posted to ayer rajah camp which is so near to my house that i always walk and get to book out everyday. It may be the perfect army life to people who is slogging it out in the field but reality is always far from perfection. My medical centre is a nice cosy place with an okay amt of workload but hiding in room 6 is the pandora's box which rain terror fear and anxiety on all humanity in AYMC( Ayer rajah medical centre, dont ask me why the inital is AYMC cos i dont know too) and that would be my immediate superior which i do not wish to name and bring myself unneccessary trouble. Okay, so wad's so bad about 'it'? EVERYTHING To kick start on the understanding of this monster, being a medic and a very 'lao jiao', the medical knowledge contain within is negative, any tom dick harry with some knowledge would know head tilt chin lift method of opening airway is the ULTIMATE taboo when handling a patient with spinal injury but i was scolded for not doing HTCL on a demo spinal case. That basically explains its stupidity and worse still, it pick trouble like no tmr, any constructive suggestion to improve our work would be regard as total bullshit and deserve 3 extras. All the things we were instructed to do are against the medical protocol, having potential threat on safety, selfish and ultimately unneccessary. To make it worse, the pressence of bootlickers and backstabber as its minion multiplies its deadliness. (Lucky they ord-ed) I don't see wad's fair to me who end up spending more than half a month doing outfield when all the others spent the whole month shaking leg in office. Just because i'm from 1AMB then i'm doing all of em is total bullshit. So those attached to MMI are destinied to slack? And wad kind of bullshit it is when the conducting officer came down personally to recommend off to a guy who got thrown outfield without knowing it's outfield and overnight for 3days 2 night and not only no off were given but I was scolded severely for 'ganging' up with people from outside medical centre? To make my outfield worse, the safety went all out to look for trouble by spending 3 hours inspecting and please oh god someone teach him there is no god damn difference between a 21m crepe bandage and 2 X 10.5m crepe bandage and a packet of safety pins are no different from a bunch of safety pins and THE N.A. is there to circle for a god damn reason. To have to act crying and depressed to get myself out of 3 extras to later get ridiculed at by the monster daily who got to know it from the retarded safety who promised the conducting he would not spell a word to the monster is simply pride crushing. To make it worse, the safety twist it into a story that I brought expired stores outfield and refused to admit my mistake it pure bullshit. Open your fucking eyes at look at the expiry date, will ya, old stores doesn't = expired store. Now, those who admired my slack life at AYMC, are you willing to let your pride stepped on 24/7 by a creature who is so retarded that it only has 1 O level pass? This also make me extremely disappointed in the entire organisation because it fails to remove all the incapable people who manged to get their rank by talking cock-ing all the way. If it was a private organisation, it will be bankrupt within1 to 2 years. And 4 to 5k pay for making NSF do its work for it? It can't even type a proper email FYI. Why am my parents even paying tax? If i'm rich i would have long abandon and migrate...
and if any MPs stumbled across this, this is pure ranting and no names are mentioned, if people infer their way thru, it's their imagination.
RAWR, it feel so good to rant my head off. Ever since i went to this medical centre, life been pretty pointless and directionless. Feeling so ever lethargic in all situations, even when i'm in PA seems to drain my mental strength empty. Now, someone save me please...
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